Tuesday, May 19, 2009

To My Hubs-

Hi Sugar. This has been such a long, hard two weeks. I'm sorry I thought it would be ok to leave for this long. I learned that sometimes I can be wrong. (But usually not) I also learned how much I need your "good morning kiss" and to hear the sound of you unlocking the apartment door every night.I feel so safe with you Bryce. No matter how bad my anxiety gets, I know you will always take care of everything. You work so hard for us, and I'm so proud of you. I couldn't ask for more patience from you. In dealing with all my insecurities, incapability's, sick days, and the times you stay up late listening to me cry, or getting out of bed, throwing some clothes on, and going and moving my car so the security guy standing there for 20 minutes won't give me a ticket. I know God made you for me because no one else would put up with that crap. Thank you for convincing me I'm going to be a good mom someday. For reminding me that Heavenly Father thinks so too. You know how scared I am for that. Thank you for thinking I'm sexy even when I haven't had the energy to shower and get ready for the day, or I've put on 10 pounds from eating the brownies we made. I started reading a book my mom has called "The Proper Care and Feeding of Husbands." I'll put it this way, I suck as a wife. But I'm going to try harder, and I'll keep trying till the day I die. I love you for everything you are, and I'm so blessed to have you in my life. I'm counting down the hours till I'm home in your arms.

Love,
me

9 comments:

dina marie said...

Bree, it has been so wonderful having you here with us for two weeks. I am so sad that it is time for you to go home. But I am so glad that you get to be back with Bryce. Thanks for helping with Bailey's bedroom. It wouldn't have been done without you. I love you so much. You are an incredible daughter. Bryce, thank you for sharing her with us. I love you both.

Bruce and Chanteal said...

2 weeks is hard huh! My little brother just left on his mission, so I stayed home for 2 weeks to hang out with him...and its hard! I started getting cranky after the first week cause I just needed my husband. And it's so true, I always tell Bruce that no one else could put up with my crap. It's soooo true though! Aren't husbands amazing!

Lauren said...

So precious. Being apart from the one you is so hard. I am happy you get to be back with him soon!

As for the wife part...I am positive you are a fantastic wife. Girls tend to be hard on themselves. I am sure Bryce is rolling eyes because he sees you as perfect :)

Higgs Happenin's said...

This is sweet, being away from hubby's sucks! It's always nice to be back together.

I agree with Lauren about the rest 100%

Dani Gardner said...

well...unlike the rest of you, i have not a clue what it feels like to be away from a husband for 2 weeks, BUT i can relate in some way...one time i leaved some people i loved behind to go to lake powell for 1 week and i about died! so i think i kind of got a clue...right? haa i loved having you here, sorry i was a party pooper for most of the time, but we had some FUn times i'll have to say, shall i post the video bree?....haha kidding. i love you sis i hope you enjoy being back in diego with your man. already miss you, the house is too quiet..(oh wait bailey is still at school, THATS EXPLAINS IT!) lovee youu and meeeees your stinkin guts!

Callie and Elliott said...

You need to check out this website for editing your photos...fabulous!! It's picnik.com and works great. There's tons of options and it's free...as long as it doesn't say "premium" next to it. It has some fun shabby chic ideas I thought you'd like. Keep an I on my hubby for me!! ;) ps....did you like that I made you an Aunt!!

dina marie said...

Hey, I love your new layout!

Daily Comics said...

Bree - you need to know how adorable you are!!! It'll come together!

Easy Bree zy!

Callie and Elliott said...

I know...someone needs to keep an eye on me!! I'm trying to convince my work to let me stay there for the month of July...we'll see!!!